It was Martin Luther who said it, and I pulled the phrase from a book I am reading. And it rings true in a million tones for me. Writing things down....there is something special, unique, almost magical in putting words on a piece of paper, especially our own words, thoughts and feelings. Even my dad said it "if it ain't written it ain't real."
To put the words I feel on paper, almost breathes them to life. Forever I can re-read them. I can re-feel them. The memory is not lost. Each day that passes, I look at my house, my children, my life and I don't want to forget. I don't want the moments to be wasted. I don't want to grow up and not remember, not be able to share with others that I struggled too. I want to remember the pain in labor. I want to remember the sleepless nights, the fights with my husband, the days that hurt, the sunshine, the garden, my friends that come and go for different seasons, Audrey's silly words, and Caleb's sweet hugs. I want to be able to forever share those moments, all of them. They are all grace moments. Divine blessings, because I believe God is all good, all the time, These moments, all of them, are all grace. Because my life is His, my story is really His too.
In one year, my words, far and few between as they may be, they are there for me to look at and remember. And in one year, my world is changed. And His story written for me, is slowly put on paper. I am thankful I picked up my pen.