It's discouraging.... some days my house looks like this...
|no joke...you should see my toilets!|
And then there are the days the kids, oh the kids.... they look like this...
|mud puddles, they migrate to mud puddles!|
We have made the choice to adopt (and spend lots of money doing so) and to pay down debt, in doing so the lifestyle we live is drastically different than most in America. It's hard to be different sometimes, it's hard when most others don't "get it."
Simply put, God wants me to be content RIGHT WHERE I AM! (Philippians 4:11-12; Hebrews 13:5)
con-tent (kuhn-tent) adjective 1. satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else
Secondly, God wants me to live for HIS glory, NOT mine. (Galatians 2:20; Romans 8:4-8)
A new house, new car, expensive vacations, nice restaurants, movies, concerts, clean perfect house, clean perfect yard; they are not requirements for my life to glorify Christ. Mostly (note I said mostly) those things allow me to put the focus on me and my life, not giving room for glorifying Christ and showing what He has done for me.
My prayer, Lord, is to be content. I need to allow you to work in my life. Help me take the focus off of me. Help me be content with ALL that you have done and given me. Teach me what is important in life. Teach me to love You above all else. Teach me to prioritize my life based on Your priorities not my own. Teach me to meet Your expectations not my own.